"Throughout my lifetime, I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost not enough to stay alive."

http://lizmarottaa.tumblr.com/

i want to run away. and never look back.

call me a loser for this. but it's explaining my life right now. i hate love.

first outfit post in a while, sorry about that. boots and dress bought at forever 21 (the HUGEEE one in orlando that i discovered while on vacation). jacket, i've had forever..i can't remember where i got it. as you can see my hair is atrociously long so im letting it be curly for now. i get it cut tomorrow. thank god.

i'm thinking about keeping hot sauce in my new flask as liquid courage.

it should shake things up.

either the guy at the movie store loves to bullshit me in order to keep conversation going, or he just really has no taste. this movie was awesome.

unfortunately i reside back in the boring, pathetic state of new jersey. i'll get to posting later on

letting go and living free for the next 9 days in F-L-A.

marykates shoes. need need need them.

do i wish i had an old man friend who smoked massive amounts of weed and preached advice he doesnt follow like doctaaaa squire? absofuckinlutely.

i love you p sawyer

looking ridiculously forward to a day of isolation and wackness.

after what was possibly one too many drinks, i have now restored myself with 2 cups of coffee, 2 glasses of water, and a toasted everything bagel with cream cheese. i could so go for another bagel by the way..anyway, yesterday was quite a stressful day. dealing with "the boy's" sister hating my guts and all. a drink was completely necessary. god must be on my side because today is an absolutely wonderful, peaceful rainy day. my favorite kind of days. too add to the loveliness of the day, my singing coach is finally recording me today! hopefully it will all work out well and i will be pleased with it enough to post it. off to attempt at doing something constructive until then..

if i could walk around in my leather jacket and underwear all the time i would do it.

no questions

asked.

laying in bed craving european coffee and pastries. and italian food. great.

alison mosshart.

she's so cool.

brad pitt at his finest.

"there is no success

without failure" - my yoga instructor via

exercise tv.com

it's a beautiful saturday morning. what do people like me do on beautiful summer days? stay inside of course. i have so much to do, and of course im still laying in bed. blogging. i can't help it, it's so addicting. this summer is flying by. as i said to my sister earlier i'm so glad i only work two days a week. having such a relaxing summer has been lovely. and in exactly a week we will be in florida for nine days. i can't wait. obviously not because it's florida, because im miss anti-sunshine but because i will just get to GET AWAY. the jersey shore is such a boring place, i still have not come to figure out why it is such a popular getaway spot. whatever, i've learned to deal. well im off to a day of god knows what. hopefully the agenda turns out to be productive.

so my family desperately tried to wake me up early today. failed attempt. but i also had to hear babies screaming at 9 this morning. so i had every right to go back to sleep. currently in bed blogging, getting nothing productive done. i am going to force myself to keep up this "working out everyday" streak i have going. i'm quite proud of myself for it. it makes for lounging in your underwear all day something to be proud of. it is one of those summer days where the weather is 'eh' so maybe i will go exploring at barnes & nobles and drink coffee..all..day. of course there will be about 8 more posts after this one. i swear i'll get off soon.

let's just run away.

i'm just itching to get something new. new haircut, new tattoo, new piercing. ahhh

the look i'm going for today.

for some reason

i adore this.

it offers

some sort

of comfort.

im obsessed with this spread.

sexy sexy sexy

while cleaning my room, i found this little diamond sticky thing. i stuck it to my nose to further help my decision in whether or not i should get my nose pierced. what do we think?

readers; urban outfitters

crop top; urban outfitters

tshirt tunic; urban outfitters

rope belt; urban outfitters

long sleeved mini; topshop

sequin tunic; topshop

azzaro. fall collection

PARIS.